Always ask myself about the reason why I, a healthy, smart 21-year-old student of a prestigious university, decided to take Adderall. Was it COVID when the classes were online, the activities are limited, and boredom has been just killing the curious mind? 

The friend who just got back to the campus after COVID has been taking Adderall probably since high school. I have always seen the orange bottle on his desk. The friend was extremely nice and humble, but the signs of abuse were exposed already- showing up late to gatherings, constant oversleeping, regular late assignment returns, sloppy hygiene, a messy room, and wishy-washy answers to any of the straightforward questions.

Well, I thought at this time that my friend personal traits is his business, and maybe he need a help with focus and concentration using meds.

My focus and concentration have been always my pride, but combo of curiosity, boredom and weight gaining after COVID time hit my brain with horrendous idea to try Adderall.

To be continued …